Things I created are not things people have to see.
My creating is important only to me.
You may wonder to hear that it's important but not worth. Actually, when I see the fact that creators scramble to win people's attention on the internet or exhibitions, I feel all efforts to advertise my works and myself are foolish. What I wrote is very personal, not any product, not worth paying anyone's attention and time. If you want to read, there must be better works someone wrote for improving the world in somewhere.
As Jintrick said in 前夜, 基本的に無視すべきコンテンツだよこれは。
(Basically, there are things people don't have to see here.) The writing is existing only for the writer's purpose.
Even if I participate in exhibitions, I can't realize what they give me. I certainly desire to participate in them and show my works to people, but it means that I have to prove that I have enough use to amuse an audience. A pretense ... I'd like to participate to be free, but it makes me feel pain.
Also, why do I want to show someone my works, which bore even me? (I have no interest in things I finished writing.)
You know, selling my books can't satisfy me. It won't. Never! Then, what do I want? Really, I don't know, I don't have any salvation and answers, I only do what I can do: To create something, and waive my copyright. Because I feel I must write fiction, and I believe the power of free cultural works that will give people freedom and cultivation. I have no interest in commercialization.
Basically, I'm writing useless things, but I need that while I live in this dreadful world. That is my life.